A crematorium is not only a place for cremation ? it is also a companion to our suppressed pain. When our loved ones die, an infinite void is created. No matter how dear a loved one is, after death he is cremated. And the crematorium is the valley where people disappear, disappear. So to try to reach the crematorium we have to go deeper. For that, not only books should be read - people should read. The countless memorable moments of people. If we want to hold him, we have to take off all our ornaments and enter into that sorrowful mourning. As a result, another journey, another journey began. In that journey. It is only a human story. The story of people's grief, sadness, failed tears. To understand that moment, day after day, night after night, I went to the people who lost their loved ones in the crematorium and stood like a pauper. I earnestly tried to understand the color of tears. As a result of that life, standing in the yard of the crematorium, one by one the construction of this book was made.